ok lets seeee.....i have some random thoughts......

Soooo the other day i found some of my old best friends of when i was real young and after i was done talking and catching up with them as much as i could at that moment i was thinking about how my life would have been so different...it was weird. its weird to think how it would have been diffrent. diffrent people, diffrent friends, diffrent schools, diffrent everything. but then a question popped into my head....haha and hot air started to come outta my ears..lol...would i change things if i could? and i didnt even really think about the answer bc the answer right away was hell no. ok first i have the best boyfriend a girl could ask for and i would never for one second want to think about not having him in my life. Second..i love my friends to death. like i would not give up any memory with my friends or my 2nd boyfriend(kaitlin) for anything. yes there are things i would love to go back and change but, ya kno thats life and everything happens for a reason. BuT.. if i could change back time and have my mom and dad still be together to see what my life could have been like living in the city with my childhood friends, i wouldnt, im happy and thats the end! haha....

speaking of my friends that i love so very much....saturday night...we went to a haunted house!!! omg it was sooooo fun! it was....me, chadd, mario, amy, sam, jake, bill, megan, chris ward, jim, rob, kaitlin. ah it was so scary. the haunted hayride was so fuuuun. but me and sam got scared alot! and kaitlin was like are u guys seriously scared? then she got to the haunted house and she was just as scared as me! haha. so the 15th, we are going to the big haunted house in the WaCoViA center! its gonna be scuuuurry. but i looove haunted houses, i dont think anyone understands haha. october if my 2nd favorite holiday.

by the way...friday me rob and chadd(fantastic 4 action) went to the diner. and we all became sad when we found out our diner is no longer 24/7. so now we have to find somewhere else to go at like 2 in the morning when we are bored and nowhere to go! so that puts a damper on my days haha.

ummm today (i just totally screwed up the days of the weekend. haha o well. TodAy... we went to chadds family's polyanna party. always good times...then we went to Ihop with mr. and mrs. chadds mom, mario amy, tiff and aunt dot. i always like to go out with them its fuun...then afterwards me and chadd met sam and the baby Kyree at mcdonalds so they could eat dinner then after that we went to wal*mart and then me and chadd went to arcadia which is where i am at now. but thats about all.....
i just cant wait for more haunted houses!

well i guess thats all for now.

*LaTeR

alrite, so even though nothing is going on in my life, ill update anyways bc i kno my booyfriend likes to read about...well whatever she gets a kick out of reading this haha.

well last weekend was very interesting and for the very few people who kno about it will understand why. it was very emotional but yet very good for me. anyways...

its 230am and i couldnt fall asleep so i decided to come on here. nothing has been going on really. today i went to the dentist and found out why my teeth have been hurting me. bc i have broken fillings. so i have to get that taken care of plus i have a new cavity which was very suprising bc i havent had a cavity in 5 or 6 years. then i went to work and it was alrite, chris was there when i got there so we caught up about whats been going on with us, then he left and sam came in a couple hours later. which was real fun to work with her again. we had some good laughs and had fun makin fun of other people, like we do best. then i came home watched some tv and talked to chadd then i watched my soaps and here i am.

friday i am watching beckys baby for a couple of hours and i think chadd is coming home for a couple hours so i can see him before we both have to leave for the weekend. friday after i'm dont watching Hailey(beckys baby) i am going over to Sam's for a glassware demonstration that she had to have. then saturday im leaving to go to the shore. And that should be a good time. i'm excited about hanging out with ed and spat and them, i havent seen them in awhile, plus the boardwalk, that i never get sick of! haha. then sunday i'll be coming home.

random thoughts for the night:

~ My teeth hurt
~ I smell like wawa i can't wait to take a shower tommorrow
~ I don't want to work tomorrow, i want to lay in bed all day and be a bum
~ My head hurts
~ I complained way to much in my thoughts, but they are my thoughts and i can complain

actually im done complaing.

 Well i updated in the beginning of summer and here is the end of the summer, it went by so fast but one of the best summers ive had. We got to do alot of things like the shore and parties and amusement parks and such. Especially senior week, something ill never forget!

Everyone went back to school including my boyfriend who i miss so much already but its ok because we can get through anything together. I really couldnt ask for anyone better in my life, I really have found the love of my life and that is such an awsome feeling to have.

Meantime, i got this job at the beginning of the summer that i thought i would like but it ended up making me upset and stressed everyday and very very tired, so i have decided that i wont be working there anymore come next week. I called wawa and asked for a couple shifts just until my cos. lisence comes from state, which is only 2 months or so. so whatever i can do that. im ready to just not work for a couple months if i have to haha but if some money is coming in its better then none.

Chadd me and kaitlin are also going to pennstate this weekend and were staying at Rob's frat. I was kinda of wierd about going(not that i didnt wanna go, bc i do) but partying with people i dont kno isnt one of my favorite things to do, plus there will be girls there and i dont like them haha. but im sure it will be fun.

I cant wait until i can work in a salon, that will make me happy bc i love doing it. the only thing gettin in my way is my back but ill get medicine for the time being to relieve that.

I am also joing the gym with kaitlin when we get back from pennstate and im glad that we are back on track, alot of drama happened this summer but we can both get through that bc a friendship is more important then stupid petty drama. Plus my job interfered with alot bc i always went home early and went to bed and i couldnt stay out and hang out with them and then we kinda got distant just bc i was always in a bad mood about my job which i did take it out on the wrong people and im just glad it didnt do any permant damage. haha that how bad i hated my job! lol. horrible then im taking a week off in between jobs bc im a bum plus i deserve it bc i gave up half my summer bc of this stupid job!

AnYwAys....

We have also started to hang out with sam and jake a couple times which also make me happy bc their friendship also means alot to me so hopefully it wont be like before where we talk then we dont, we've been staying in touch so im glad.

Well i guess thats all i have to say for right now.

* I Love You So Much Chadd*

so i'm offically a graduate! wow! it feels soooooo good! i have to admit graduating put a little tear in my eye, especially because i really wanted deanna to be there, she would of sat right in front of me, but ya kno.....im just happy to be done now. no more stupid drama and bullshit, no more waking up early to sit in those damn classrooms. now i have to wake up early to go to work. but hey it beats school. Now its time for responsability blaaah. hehe

so right after graduation chadd me kaitlin rob and joe went to the shore for the week and i cant tell u all about it but it was amazing! i had so much fun! i never wanted it to end! waking up late going to the beach, going to the boardwalk at night, just an awsome time. a couple rough spots while we were down there but when we all get together thats going to happen, but all in all it was a great week especially cause i spent it with the baby and my great friends.

so i just wanted to write about all that and how excited i was all last week, but now its back to reality  

*05 baaaaaaaaaby

*LaTeR

well well lets see. im gettin real lazy about upedating this not that anyone reads it but thats alrite. ummm ill just start from this past weekend....(if i can remeber)

FriDaY~ was april fools day and i played a real good one on my mom. i asked steph to call my mom and pretend she was someone from the school saying i dropped myself out of school. we were laughin so hard from what she was syaing. but then she knew it was an april fools joke but i was very funny. so then i went home and watched tv and chadd came over then after that we picked up my sister and went to the city to the hospital to see my father who had just gotten surgery. but he was/is doing very well. pain isnt anything for us bestetti's haha. j/k. so then we dropped off erika at aunt maries and ate some dinner. then we went to chadds and watched tv and i fell asleep of course so i just went home to bed.

SaTuRdAy~ was a shitty day outside. there was nuthin to do and we planned to hang out with kaitlin so she just came over chadds and watched tv with us and ordered basiles and chineese haha. oh yes. and harley hates kaitlin. and i dont mean barks a little HE HATES HER hahah we have never seen harley go after someone ever like that. but it was so funny (thats mean) but at least kaitlin was laughing(harley is tiff's dog (chadds sister) ) i love harley and maxweeeeell of course! so after we ate. chadd had taught kaitlin how to play poker earlier so later that night we played and chadd was like the name of the game is texas hold'em. and kaitlin was like "no its not its poker!" o man shes definitly a blonde sometimes. so we played for like 3 or 4 hours and went to DQ in the middle of in. haha. so me and chadd ended up winning 11 bucks each and poor bf won nothin but she was very good at it. so we will have to play another time. but the plan is to bring it to senior week. haha yesss im gonna win lots of money! so it got to be like 3am so me and kaitlin went home and i went to bed shortly after.

SuNdAy~  ughhhh i hate sundays, especially when i have to work 2-10 god it sucks sooo bad! but chadd called me at 10ish and then came over before he went back to school. after he left at like 11ish i set my alarm for 130pm and slept til i had to go to work. went to work and it sucked like usual.

MonDaY~ sucked because i had to go to work. but after work was bf night so we went to the diner and then came back to my house and watched inferno. then decided that both of us were gonna stay awake to see the end of napolean dynamite. i most of watched that movie 3 times and never have seen the end because i end up falling asleep. and yet again this time i feel asleep haha. im determined. so bf left at 12am and i called chadd and we talked for a couple mins and then i went to bed.

TueSdAy~ well....went to school and right after school i went to my dads house. spent some time with my vovo, she made me my favorite brazillian dessert! bannana frita! mmm mmmm mmmm. after that me and my dad went and picked up chadd(i had to drive him to his g/f's because he cant drive yet) after we got chadds we went to leigh and dropped him off at vicky's(his gf), spent some time there and ate good dinner! mmm chicken and rice! then chadd drove home and we had an adventure.....if you kno me u kno that i have to pee every 10 seconds and its not just like i have to pee i can wait, its im gonna pee my pants if i dont go now kinda pee. so i found a water bottle in the back of my car(chadd was driving) and chadd cut a hole in it for me to pee. well i had my pants completely off on the turnpike squating in my seat. well i had to pee so badly that it was overflowing so im laughin so hard and chadd is like gagging so i had to finish on the work shirt of his i had in my back seat. well some of it got on the shirt i was wearing so chadd gave me his shirt and he was just wearing his beater. oh boy what an adventure. so we fianlly got back to his school and i couldnt drive anymore so i just slep there and got up this morning and went to school.

ToDay~ went to school. nothing special, thank god tomorrow i dont have to go! i jsut have to go to tech. im soooo happy! went to tech today and got a facial from lauren. omg it felt sooo good! i fell asleep and never wanted to get up. then i came home and took a bath and then watched my mom finish washing my car haha. i told her i would take it through a car wash but whatever she did a fine job herself lol. then i went to chadds and wheni got there i took a nap bc i was so tired. so i woke up and then a little later we went to the event spb had they were called....ummm.....i forget  but it wasnt that bad. afterwards i came home and here i am!

wow thats a looong update. i better get some loooong comments haha. well im gonna go watch my soaps. seeee yaaa

ps. sorry for any spelling corrections i dont feel like fixing them.

*LaTeR